Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Feelings of loss

Yesterday, I had this feeling. It's difficult to describe. Loss is the only word i can use. It is as if my heart sank. Nothing happened at home or with my family.
I don't know if it is related to the pregnancy or not. I certainly hope it was not Mother's Intuition and something happened to the little one.
I cannled my PCP this morning & he wants to see me tomorrow.
I'm not sure if I want to go.
Only 8 more days until my OB appt. I can wait right?
If I do find out something happened to my little one, it would be my OB who would perform the procedure, not my primary.
The cramps though and the spotting (small & with progesterone attached) are scary none the less.
My heart does not know which way to sway and my head does not help.

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